MEMORIES OF MY BROTHER

I SAT IN HIS ROOM
AND TEARS STARTED TO FALL
STING MY EYES ONE BY ONE

MY HANDS SLIDE ON HIS TREAURES
MAKING MEMORIES SLIDE IN TO MY HEAD
PROCEEDING ONE AFTER ANOTHER

SEEIN HIM IS LIKE SEEING SPRING
HIS LAUGHTER AND SMILE
COMFORTS ME ON RAINY DAYS
AND MAKES MY PROBLEMS DISAPPEAR

HIS JOKES, WARMS MY SOUL
MAKING ME LAUGH BIT BY BIT
AND MORE JOLLY

AS THESE MEMORIES COME AND GO
SO DOES HE
BUT INSIDE I NEVER WANT TO LET HIM GO

BUT SOMEDAYS HE’S HERE
AND SOMEDAYS HE’S NOT
BUT TO ME HE’S EVERYWHERE
LIKE THE SUN
OR EVEN THE SKY

HE CAN BE ANYWHERE OR ANYONE
BUT TO ME HE’S ALWAYS IN MY HEART
AND I WILL NEVER LET HIM GO
EVEN THOUGH HE’S FAR FROM MY REACH

AS THE THOUGHTS OF HIM
THE PAIN GETS WORSE
WHAT EVER I DO
IT NEVER STOPS

THE DAY I SEE HIM AGAIN
I WILL BE MUCH OLDER
AND MORE WISE
BUT TILL HTEN
I MUST BARE ON
EVEN THOUGH HE’S NOT HERE
BY MY SIDE

BUT IN MY DREAMS HE DRIFTS ABOUT
TELL ME THAT ITS OKAY
TO  BE AFRAID
OR EVEN CRY

EVEN THOUGH DREAMS ARNT REAL
TO ME IT IS
SEEING HIM IS LIKE SEEING HIM IN REAL LIFE
AND I NEVER WANT TO WAKE UP

AND EVERYTIME I GO BACAK TO SLEEP
HE’S THERE WAIT FOR ME
AND IS LAUGH
TELLIN ME TO BE CALM AND REST

BUT IT’S HARD NOT HAVIN HIM
NOT HAVING HIM THERE WHEN YOU NEED HIM
TO TELL HIM YOU’RE FEARS
TO TELL HIM YOU’RE DREAMS

BUT THE ONLY WAY I CAN TELL HIM IS IN MY DREAMS
AND THAT’S WHY I NEVER WANT TO WAKE UP
BECAUSE IM TELLING HIM EVERYTHING
THAT I WOULD HAVE IN REAL LIFE

I HANG ON EVERY MOMENT
SOAKING IN EVERY WORD HE SAYS
DRIFTING OFF INTO MY MEMORIES

I WAKE UP CRING ONCE AGAIN
BUT NOW I SEE THAT HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THRE FOR ME
IN MY HEART
AND I REALIZE THAT HE’S NOT GONE
BUT HE’S WATING FOR ME
IN OPEN ARMS
AND SMILING THAT SPECAIL SMILE
TELLIN ME THAT HE LOVES ME